Deleting pictures of you is the 2nd hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. As i try to delete some and keep some i feel myself slowly losing breath. The less pictures i have the less air i feel i have in my lungs. Is this anxiety?
All i wanted to do was clean my computer.
I feel everything.
I don’t know which is worse. 2 am thoughts (via joannehsuuu)
I hate that I put you in pain when i don’t mean to. I never wanted to hurt you and I know that no matter what you’d hurt either way due to our break, but i feel like maybe i should execute myself from your life for awhile. No matter how much i want to dwindle on a single twine of your love I feel like I should stop. I don’t know what to do and every time i check up on you i hurt as well. I do love you, I suppose I am just not ready to be with someone as perfect as you. I suck and i deserve all the abuse you would want to put me through.
I like people who are learning to like themselves. Support people on the path to self confidence.
Maybe it’s because I’m too young. Or for the reason of just not feeling like being in a long distance relationship right now. I honestly am not sure but all i can say is “I am sorry” . I’m sorry I still want to go out and date other people, i’m sorry that i let you spend so much on me, I’m sorry if i got your hope’s up. I am just really sorry if i have been a scumbag. I really don’t mean to be, I’ve just been wanting to be on my own and see new people. I will repay you. I promise, and i will keep that promise till i die. I love you but i know i am no good.